Thursday, May 31, 2018

Knowledge of Good and Evil




Focusing upon a pink angel trumpet

a man reaches to pluck the flower

I beg, “Please leave it for others!”

[Laissez-la pour les autres, s.v.p. !]

but he gives it to me

and walks away



I jostle my camera, my pack, the flower

my foot leaves the curb

two women on the crosswalk busybody

into my vision, “Watch out!

Did you get that flower from there?”

pointing to the exotic tree



“Wash your hands!

Don’t touch your eyes, you’ll be sorry!”

I drop the flower

Wash my hands

twice at McDonald’s

shop up a candle

a stainless steel pot

to boil water



I pass a boy humming

his own happy song

a toddler riding a suitcase

like a rodeo cowboy



I feel happy for no reason

a bicyclist sings

“C’est la magie !”

[It’s magic!]

speeding down hill



I hum the boy’s song

find his notes on piano at home

fall asleep reading evening news

awake at 3 a.m. — a flash of text



Susan crying in Weaver Street Market’s ice cream section

her Aunt Penny’s death echoes others

her first White Russian

a beer

a parting glass

of Earl Grey

of rosé

of sherry

                                     shots seen from around the world



 photos Nice, 2018



 

Chrysanthemum




Closure is not my strong suit
somehow my birdbrained heart

associates endings with death, chaos and calamity
—eternal madness in lieu of happiness.

My smug brain reckons my heart melodramatic
yet she addles pouring fear like maple syrup

over every buttery flapjack of a thought
glues me to precedent

the security of reason. Though starved, my brain
refuses to eat and remains frozen in the past

or

becomes a daredevil in slippers and pajamas—

savors and slurps without fear
defies death and reason

yields to reckless gullibility
fragility and whimsy like extra whipped cream.

An actual bird does not suffer such a birdbrain.
Take the intrepid dove that flew to my feet last night

when I opened my front door.
He walked past the trash bin and dog bowls.

The dog and I waited
for our visitor to reconnoiter and recognize

his wildness
our domesticity

entrapment
but he ignored all that

instead, pitter-pattered on pigeon feet
across the kitchen to the back door

which was slightly ajar
which was where he waited

for me
to open it—
I complied.

He hopped upon the threshold
then scooted like a Manhattan commuter

stepping off the train at his stop.
I closed the door gently behind him

as if seeing off an old friend
rather than the holy ghost.

The next day I found his calling card—
a small fan of white feathers

a chrysanthemum.









photos: Bell tower (1731) by Cathédrale Ste-Réparate, Place Rossetti, vieux Nice
my kitchen floor, 15 rue du Pont Vieux, Vieux Nice, 2018